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Sharing the Pain, by Silver Trails

Author: Silver Trails
Title: Sharing the Pain
Rating: G
Theme: Where have you been
Elements: 400 words
Author's Notes: This is an amateur effort and does not intend to infringe on the rights of J.R.R. Tolkien. No profit is made and no harm is intended. The story is set on TA 2511, after Celebrían left Imladris and passed over the Sea. This is my entry for the LotR Community July Challenge: Where have you been? My element is 400 words. It is a companion fic to Alone under the Stars, but it can stand alone too.
Summary: Elladan looks for Elrohir.
Word Count: 400



Elladan woke up before Arien started her way up the sky. He had dreamed of the terrible day when he and Elrohir rescued their mother. So much blood… Black Orc blood when they killed the foul creatures. Red blood, their mother’s blood, surrounding him, suffocating him until he drowned.

He had closed this part of his mind to Elrohir. Elladan was no fool; he knew that his twin was in pain, but they both wore masks, and dared not to break them.

If only Legolas was still in the vale, but he had left to help his father and brothers to contain another Orc raid in the Mirkwood. Elladan had Glorfindel, and though he was not ready to fully share his pain with him, the comfort of his arms kept Elladan from falling into despair.

He stood, crossed the common area between his and Elrohir’s quarters, and knocked on his twin’s door. When there was no answer, Elladan opened it, and realized that Elrohir had not slept in his bed.

Where was he?

Elladan rushed outside to their balcony and ran down the stairs. Elrohir was coming back, shivering in the lightening sky, face pale and braids partially undone. He froze when he saw Elladan.

“Where have you been, Rohir?”

“Outside…”

Elladan frowned. “All night?”

Elrohir shrugged. He looked exhausted.

Elladan placed an arm around his twin’s shoulders and guided him up the stairs and into the common area. Elrohir’s mental control was slipping, and Elladan could see just how much pain his twin had been hiding from him. He sighed. When had they stopped sharing everything? This was too important, and too painful for both of them to bear alone!

“I am fine,” Elrohir said, obviously sensing Elladan’s alarm.

“No, you are not, and neither am I.”

Elrohir sat down on the settee and hid his face in his hands. “Just tired…”

Elladan sat beside Elrohir, and drew him closer.

“No more of this,” he said, and lowered his mental shields. After a moment’s hesitation, Elrohir followed suit, and they shared the memories of the day they rescued their mother, the fight with the Orcs, the anguish, the rage, the pain. They shared it all, and soothed each other until the pain stopped burning them, and turned into something more bearable.

“I love you, Adan.”

“I love you too. Now sleep. I will be here when you wake up.”

Comments

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dreamflower02
Jul. 27th, 2018 01:06 pm (UTC)
Very poignant!

This had to be such a difficult time in their lives.
silver_trails
Jul. 27th, 2018 01:26 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I think it as very difficult for them.
shirebound
Jul. 27th, 2018 06:42 pm (UTC)
This is a beautiful story, full of love and healing.
silver_trails
Jul. 27th, 2018 07:06 pm (UTC)
Thank you! That was the intention, to make them realize that they would only heal together.
blslarner
Jul. 28th, 2018 03:22 am (UTC)
Letting the shields down may have been initially painful, but was necessary. Well pictured.
silver_trails
Jul. 28th, 2018 02:08 pm (UTC)
Thank you! They had been hiding their pain for each other, which made it worse. Now they can start to heal.
zedille
Jul. 28th, 2018 08:15 am (UTC)
I'm glad the twins found each other. The last line is particularly fitting for this prompt!
silver_trails
Jul. 28th, 2018 02:09 pm (UTC)
Thank you! They had been away from each other in so many ways, and they are together again, as they should be. :)
mrowe
Jul. 30th, 2018 04:50 pm (UTC)
A difficult time for the twins. At least they can (again?) take solace from each other.
silver_trails
Jul. 30th, 2018 04:59 pm (UTC)
At least they managed to speak again, and share their emotions as always. Thanks for commenting.
hhimring
Aug. 7th, 2018 08:29 pm (UTC)
It's good that they're sharing; they will find it easier to learn to endure the memories together.
silver_trails
Aug. 7th, 2018 08:56 pm (UTC)
Yes, it was about time they realized that.

Thank you for the feedback!

Edited at 2018-08-07 08:56 pm (UTC)
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